It had a start and an end. It was perfect, while it existed. I haven’t finished yet. I’ll be here.
I must say I’ll dream about us – again –, tonight. It is inevitable. Please say something, darling.. shout at me. Don’t let me fall asleep tonight. I’ll ransom regrets I have, from the past.. I don’t want this.
I don’t want to remember the scar I left on you, when I walked down the street, that day. It is not a scar yet..
I must say I’ll dream about us – again –, tonight. It is inevitable. Please say something, darling.. shout at me. Don’t let me fall asleep tonight. I’ll ransom regrets I have, from the past.. I don’t want this.
I don’t want to remember the scar I left on you, when I walked down the street, that day. It is not a scar yet..
I’ve hurt you so bad. I don’t want to remember it. And you don’t need to remind me of it either.
There’s so many things I want to tell you.. No, no I don’t. I need to learn to stay shut when I need to. When I have to.
And all of those words we never said.. what we can do now? Well, it’s over. There’s nothing you – or we –, could do about it.
But I will be here for you, when you need to. We had the chance to make it, but it didn’t work. For real. We knew it wouldn’t last forever.. Well, maybe we could be.. forever. I broke your heart, I told you it wasn’t forever, we shouldn’t be together.. We were over.
That was it. There was, the end.
And then, I walked by, I didn’t look back again, I never came back, I just looked straight ahead and walked away. I left you there, alone.
Shit, why did I have to go? It is a question with a blank answer. There is no answer.
And now, now I keep trying to answer it. I don’t know why, but I still keep trying..
And here is the moment that you look me, and say: “There’s so much I want to say to you.. I must say I’ll always love you, even if it hurts. Baby, I miss you. Sweetheart, I miss you, your embrace, your talk, you. And you only walked out the door, that day. It can’t be over. I wish we could take it back.. I lost myself in all these fights, against myself. I want you. I miss you, and I won’t let it die. It is not over. It will last forever, we’ll be together, we’ll be.. forever. It is not over. I wish that we could give it ago.. See if we could be something, again. I love you, you’re the nicest thing I’ve met. You’re beautiful all the time, you’re my favourite girl. You are the reason I’m in the world. I need you, you’re the air I breathe, every step I take, every thought I have, every second of my day.. Basically, I love you.”
And I can’t even remember our last kiss.