Heart locked, it happens. It is always the same mistake, over and over again. Always.
Looks like you can’t learn from the past. A broken heart still suffers with a scar. Tirelessly looking for something to pass the time with, temporarily busy. In vain, because you know you will always go through it again. Again and again.. and again.
‘From now on’, you whisper, ‘it will change. This won’t happen again.’ Whatever. In one little moment, you forget this promise, and you will do the same mistake. The same painful mistake. And painful not only for you. For everybody. And you know that.
With the same damn song playing all night long, you keep thinking, wondering, feeling. The pain in your chest don’t go away, you know the reason. It won’t go away.
Time passes, but the ache is stubborn. Your progress is minimal, and your breath still fails with those eyes. With that presence, with that music.
With the stupidity from the inside, you give up. It is always your fault. And it will always be.
It is always in vain, you know.